I'm just too damn socially awkward IRL. I get the feeling people are avoiding me. When Guild Wars 2 comes out, I'm gonna do nothing but play that and use it as my social life. I'll find a full/part time job then after work do nothing but play. I tried to just watch anime/single player video games but it didn't work because I do feel a huge need to be social. If people are gonna avoid me IRL, then fuck em. When I was in middle school, I basically used online gaming as my social life and I was happy that way.
Guild Wars 2 here I come! ^_^